UGH

What's the point of summer anyway? Almost three months where I don't use my brain isn't exactly a good idea. Oh sure, you can get a job or take summer school, but, nah, that's not for me. Why would I want to learn something new or make money? Actually the problem is no place wants to hire me. Those butthead employers. Don't they know I'm a responsible, honor roll student? Obviously they only want the "D" students. No offense. Why would I need a job anyway when I can just sit here and watch TV all day? I can almost feel my brain turning to mush. I'm gonna fail all of my AP classes next year and it's going to be all the fault of this summer.

Today I couldn't sleep so I woke up around 5:30 leaving me with about four hours of sleep. So I go watch TV and I fall asleep on the couch around 9-ish and wake up about an hour later. About a hour after that I go to bed and sleep until 4. Not only was that a complete waste of my time, but now I have a horrible headache.

Please people, I need something to do! All of my friends have jobs and stuff to do and I'm stuck here. Furthermore, I am terrified to take my piggies outside. I had another hawk nightmare last night (or this afternoon-I don't remember). This along with the so-itchy-they're-painful mosquito bites is keeping me inside. I can't stay in this place! Help me before I go crazy. I've already wasted a third of the summer.

What was my original point? I've strayed a bit . Oh yeah. This sucks.

PS- sorry about the annoying teenage rant

Half an hour later...

So it has been half an hour since I decided to resume blogging, and not much has happened since then. However, I have become ever more aware of the fact that my memory sucks. I was just trying to find a link that would let me edit my profile. I mean, come on people, it has been over a month. Who knows what I put in that thing?

Anyway, I came across an editing page that and one thing asked if there was 'adult content' and if your blog contains 'adult content' you should click 'yes' so then a little warning thingy pops up.

I considered this button. First, it made me think of a friend (you know who you are). Then I thought- me? adult content? no. Then I laughed in my head and thought- well not now, but hey, you never know *wink*. Then I thought I should put yes just to freak out/annoy everyone who views my blog. Then I realized no one ever reads my blog- besides me being narcissistic- so I would just be annoying myself.

So I didn't. But if I ever do have 'adult content' on this blog, I can assure you I will do the right thing and click 'yes'.

Too Late For Me

So, I was gonna give up on my blog. Actually, I did give up on my blog. I just never got around to deleting it.

So here I was, and I'm feeling pretty high cuz it's 3:30 am and I'm the only one up in my house and I've been on the computer all day and I was lookin for Relient K info (I'm dying to see a concert). Well, I can't find any info because they have a new album coming out and that's all it says on their website. That's helpful-not! Anyway, I found Matthew Thiessen's blog which is on the same website as this and I was inspired. I thought it would be so cool to have one because he has one. How mature of me. Now I know I can't compare to someone as awesome, famous, and talented as him, but it's 3:30 people! Wud'd ya expect?!

So, I'm gonna start blogging for real this time. But I might have to change the colors so it's not the same as Rosie's and Ryan's .

Bathrooms and Cheetos

So today I had an AP test, and it really wasn't that bad, but in the last half hour I really had to pee, but I figured no big whoop I'll just go after it's over. Well when we get out we discover that all the bathrooms are locked and they are not going to be unlocked until cameras are installed in front of every bathroom door. Forget about having to pee today, what a violation of privavcy. There's got be something illegal about this.

On a brighter note, I ate Baked Cheetos today. I was totoally afraid they were going to be disgusting, but they were actually really good. I think they are even better than normal cheetos. Is that even possible?

Oh That Place We Call School...

So last week at my school, there was a rumor of a bomb threat. It wasn't a real a bomb threat, just a rumor, but in light of all the violence that has been happening recently in schools, my school took it pretty seriously. 3rd period the principal announced a lock down, but my friends and I were in the cafeteria so we couldn't hear it. So my friends left halfway through the period to go to the band room like they always do. So they left the cafeteria, despite the lock down, to find a swarm of police officers, and they quickly returned. At this point, we had no idea what was going on. Like two seconds after they returned to our table, the assistant principal and some other important looking dude read us the announcement that the principal said. It pretty much said, "There's an unsubstantiated bomb threat. We're going in lock down. Go back to your second period class." So we trudged back to our second period class- for me it was Spanish. On our way teachers were yelling at us to get to our classes cuz we were a little late since we were in the cafeteria. A few minutes later the principal gets on the intercom again to announce that the police will be searching our school with bomb-sniffing dogs and that we'll have to remain in lock down for two hours. Two hours in Spanish class! Now that's cruel and unusual punishment. Two hours and I had to go to the bathroom.

In the end it turned out ok. My class watched You-Tube videos. Afterwards I ran to the bathroom, but there was a line! OMG!

That was last week. On Wednesday, about 10 minutes before the end of the school day the principal comes on the intercom with a lovely announcement. "A threat has been found...blah blah blah...school will not be closed...police will be present... no off-campus...everyone can only enter through one door...this message is online" Well I was kind of relieved because I thought he was going to say we were going to have a lock down which would mean I'd be stuck in math class for who knows how long. I thought the one-door thing was stupid, but no big deal. That afternoon, my brother goes online to read my mom the announcement and I hear him saying that the school is going to be searching backpacks tomorrow. How unfair! He didn't say that before. It made me mad that they were keeping information from us.

The next day as everyone enters the building we were greeted by police and administrators. They stared us down and we walked past and I said loudly to my sister(so they could hear) "Well, this is creepy." Now, I was already pissed, but during my first period class, my teacher informs us that all except for the corner bathrooms are locked and we are not allowed to leave the classroom at all. In my next class, I find out from the teacher that teachers going to start to have to wear ID all the time and eventually the students will too. I also find out that the threat which was written in a boy's bathroom, was not actually until tomorrow. Oh Joy. During lunch, they were only letting people go to the bathroom one at a time, through one door, while teachers guarded the other doors. My friends had to ask a teacher to escort them to the band room. This other girl I know was in the auditorium for fashion show practice and they wouldn't let her go to the cafeteria to eat lunch. My dance teacher said she let a girl get a drink from a water fountain, which is right next to the dance room, and they were like freaking out calling the police on her. It was such a great day with police all around the school and not being allowed to go to the bathroom.

So this today, everything was the same. As me, a friend, and my driver's teacher were walking out to drive, I was telling my teacher how much this whole thing sucked. We walked right past a group of like six police officers and I hope they heard me.

This whole thing really sucks. I hate not being able to go to the bathroom. I hate not being able to leave the cafeteria to go to the library. I hate having the police watching us as we go about our day. But most of all I hate this fear I have now that I'm going to get killed in school. My school has always been so awesome, but now I hate it. Every Friday, we have spirit day where you're supposed to wear red and/or school shirts- well I saw hardly any red clothing today, but I was seeing red.